Magyar Porszag

I got this postcard yesterday. It was addressed to someone else, someone I dont live with, so I read it anyway. Some pictures of places I havent been to but look nice. A name and address, some kind words. So unimportant that it doesnt even need to be private. My life. Wish you were here.
Yeah, sum it up in three sentences, so nobody needs to really know.

Nice weather, everybody happy, See you soon, wish you were here.

Fucking sure. Wish you were here. On the road, look at me go. no plans, a degree I hate leading to a job I hate, UPROAR all around, sleeping about oh 23 minutes a week, smoking, drinking, talking, moaning, and punching walls too much. Guitar down the pan, writing down the pan, feeling useless in everything I do, vague sense of dulled disillusionment about the world, feeling like god is dead and nothing matters, alienating friends, passive aggressive, mentally torturing myself, nice weather, wish you were here.


Got the sword hanging over my head, hoping it will fall soon to end this. Its getting darker and darker every day. Say hi to everyone for me, I hope I see you again soon, wish you were here.

Trying to say no to the demon again, but he's winning as Im smiling crazily, Sun and booze, best stay away for a while, Wish you were here.

Think youre all crazy for living like this. Fed up of the world with a price on every single thing, destroyed by a money grabbing ego driven control system. Nice weather, wish you were here.

Lost the will to actually try and change anything about this fucked up world because I wouldnt even know where to start, hope this finds you well, wish you were here.



Or I wish I could say this how I mean it. Piss off in every general direction, fuck the world, none of us have any more hope than the other, wish YOU were here.

Force of anger, blind with rage, pointless emotions swirling like a hurricane, weather was nice yesterday though, wish you were here.

No answers yet, wondering what to do with myself. Will be staying here for the foreseeable future, if u are ever going down this path give me a shout, wish you were here.